Last night and today I’ve been having a lot of anxiety, so much that it’s hard to breathe sometimes. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. No one’s mad at me. I don’t feel guilty about anything. David’s wonderful. I went to see little pony Silver last night… No complaints, just this feeling. Milli Vanilli’s “Blame It on the Rain” comes to mind. Because it’s raining today.
Instead of blogging I’ve been watching The Hills on MTV’s website. I’d be watching it now but I’m working the front desk at the administration office so I don’t have sound. Terrible I know but I can’t help myself. I love it.